Selamat ke Rahmatullah

Semalam, 10 July jam 3.10am, Mak We menghembuskan nafas terakhirnya di rumah kediamannya-just like what she always wanted. Ayah, Ibu Jah dan Mak Chu menemaninya ketika saat-saat akhir. Aku dan lain2 tiada rezeki menemankannya ketika itu. Muaz, Ayah Su Shafiq dan Nadirah mungkin lagi sedih kerana tidak sempat menatap wajah tenang Mak We. Apabila mereka sampai, Mak We sudah pun dikebumikan.


According to Ayah & Ibu Jah, she went peacefully and easily. Her face just like before she got her stroke. I am glad she left not because of having heart attack or seizure as she had a few times while she was in the hospital before. I guessed she left because it's time to go.

That evening, I spent 2 hours with her while we were waiting for the doctors to prepare the discharge documents. I asked her to open her eyes, she just moved my fingers. But when I said, "Mak We, kita nak balik ni", she opened her eyes and looked at me. I smiled and nodded to her. Then she closed back her eyes. Later came the staf nurse and talked to her. The nurse said she was in semi-concious but she could hear us. She apologized on behalf of Ward 3 and asked her to remember Allah. But when she said "Makcik nak balik ye", again Mak We opened her eyes and I could see she was trying with all her last strength to say "Nak balik" and I could hear it! Oh, she really wanted to go home badly.

Mak We, I'm going to miss you badly. I love you and always will. Now I know why we call them grandparents, because they give us Grand-Love. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atasnya dan menempatkan dia di kalangan orang2 yang beriman. Amin. Al-Fatihah.