November Rain

[I'm writing this entry while listening to November Rain song by Guns & Roses...rawk uuu!!]

8th Nov 2008-Mini Gathering x-MRSM Muar 94/95
I had a really good time meeting up my good, old frens from Muar. Even though only a few frens (9 ppl) turned up but these people are the happening people, so it was really happening gathering! Thanks to Wanie - bersungguh2 initiate this gathering, Peah, Anid, Irma, Ruzaime, Aza, Fieda and of course Amran! I miss you guys already. I'm looking forward to the next big reunion and will support 101% to the Project Manager-Amran. (Gambar? Soon otey)

11 Nov 2008 - Alhamdulillah
Achik had safely undergo the mastectomy operation. I just visited her yesterday. She's getting better and she could get up own her own.

13 Nov 2008- Happy 57th Birthday, Ayah!
We took him to es.sence Kitchen's for dinner. Best jugak sesekali keluar kami 5 beranak aje..hehe..I'm happy to see Ibu and Ayah are happy:) We talked and laughed of many things till I could see Ibu's face became red and she kept telling us, she wanted to 'shishi'! :) Thanks, Amran for always being there for me...(heh, dia bayarkan!:p)

mm ada 1 lagi cerita..tp nantilah, lepas dah official, baru aku boleh post. Peace!

Breast Cancer

This is really bad. Another cancer is visiting my family member:( Yesterday, I received a call from my mom. She told me that my Achik (yes, the chef of my open house) has been diagnosed with breast cancer. Astagfirullah.

She have done the screening and testing before, and that is the result. I don't know her cancer stage but according to my mom, the tumor measures 3-5cm. Based on my readings, maybe it's Phase 2. She's scheduled for a mastectomy on 11th Nov. I also don't know why she's scheduled for mastectomy directly instead of lumpectomy? Maybe that was the doctor's suggestion or Achik doesn't know what kind of surgery she's going to have..... I've printed a few articles that I think she should read......

Emm...why I don't know all these important information?? Because I don't have the guts to visit her:(( :((

My Open House

Alhamdulillah, semuanya berjalan lancar semalam. Aku sampai tak sempat nak amik gambar. Overall, aku penat and puas hati. At least, berjaya juga aku membuat 1 majlis untuk sedara2 and jiran2 ku, yang asyik tanya je, bila nak buat 'open-house' sejak masuk rumah ni;)

Ada 1 perkara yang aku hangin betul...aku terpaksa membasuh cadar bilik tidur ku yang BARU dan baru ditukar, yang merangkumi EMPAT lapis itu, the quilt cover, the quilt, the bedsheet and the mattress protector!! Ini gara2 si Aimi Kapi...ntah air kencing ke susu tumpah ke...habis basah semua. Hangin betul!

Despite the frustration, THANKS so much to my relatives, my friendly neighbours, my colleugues, who were willing to come to the very small-but-impressive house (ahaks:p)...heh, nasib cukup tpt duduk semua, cuma kesian tpt tak luas dan cuaca agak panas. Thanks to Gan and Chan, for the buah tangan. Thanks also to Mak Edah, with the-marvellous-my-feveret bread pudding and the fruit tarts. Oh tidak lupa untuk Ibu tersayang, yang masak Mee Siam & Sup Ayam.=)

Most credit goes to Achik (my aunt) and family, the chef of the day. Masakan semua menjadi dan sedap, cuma 2 benda Achik kena improve lagi : TIME and 'presentation'. Aku dah set kul 12, tp kul 12 baru dia sampai..heh, orang pulak dah dtg. Dah 2 kali kot dia buat camtu...so I guess that her big problem that need to be improved as a new businesswoman. Bab presentation pulak, idak ler teman berapa gemor pakai tupperware2 ni... Takpe Achik, masakan Achik yang sodap tu memuaskan hati & perut tetamu2 saya, I LIKE!!

Selamat ke Rahmatullah

Semalam, 10 July jam 3.10am, Mak We menghembuskan nafas terakhirnya di rumah kediamannya-just like what she always wanted. Ayah, Ibu Jah dan Mak Chu menemaninya ketika saat-saat akhir. Aku dan lain2 tiada rezeki menemankannya ketika itu. Muaz, Ayah Su Shafiq dan Nadirah mungkin lagi sedih kerana tidak sempat menatap wajah tenang Mak We. Apabila mereka sampai, Mak We sudah pun dikebumikan.


According to Ayah & Ibu Jah, she went peacefully and easily. Her face just like before she got her stroke. I am glad she left not because of having heart attack or seizure as she had a few times while she was in the hospital before. I guessed she left because it's time to go.

That evening, I spent 2 hours with her while we were waiting for the doctors to prepare the discharge documents. I asked her to open her eyes, she just moved my fingers. But when I said, "Mak We, kita nak balik ni", she opened her eyes and looked at me. I smiled and nodded to her. Then she closed back her eyes. Later came the staf nurse and talked to her. The nurse said she was in semi-concious but she could hear us. She apologized on behalf of Ward 3 and asked her to remember Allah. But when she said "Makcik nak balik ye", again Mak We opened her eyes and I could see she was trying with all her last strength to say "Nak balik" and I could hear it! Oh, she really wanted to go home badly.

Mak We, I'm going to miss you badly. I love you and always will. Now I know why we call them grandparents, because they give us Grand-Love. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atasnya dan menempatkan dia di kalangan orang2 yang beriman. Amin. Al-Fatihah.

Doakan dia...

Mak We berada di hospital sejak Ahad lepas. Ada darah beku dalam kepala dia selepas buat CT-Scan. Selepas 3 hari, baru dia sedar. Alhamdullilah progress dia baik walaupun tak 100%. Berbanding di rumah haritu, she is getting ok slowly. Aku seperti dapat rasa Mak We kuat lagi, belum nak mati. She is really a fighter. Tapi aku kesal sangat, anak-anaknya dah sign surat perlepasan untuk tidak menerima alat bantuan hidup sekiranya tiba-tiba dia coma. Dan mereka tak setuju, untuk membedah keluarkan darah beku tu. Aku dah bising kat Ayah, tapi ayah kata "semua taknak, ayah nak buat macamana, Mak We dah tua". :-<

Kelmarin, Mak We aktif sedikit. Dia cakap dia nak balik and dia lapar, suruh masak bubur;) Dia nampak Husna dan dia senyum. Masa ni, aku ambil kesempatan cakap kat dia "Suriani sayang Mak We tau, Mak We kuat kan, baik cepat ye". Dia kenal orang-orang yang datang melawat dia. Mak S'wak, jaga dia waktu siang selepas Mak E and Mak Chu balik. Malam, Adik jaga (kudos to Adik). Cik Syam, Cik Nor and Ayah, sentiasa ada.

Semalam, dia pasif. Orang datang dia buka mata sekejap je. Husna dah berani skit, dia lambai Mak We dan ckp "Awe, cepat balik, jom jom". Pandai anak mama:)

2 minggu lepas (Isnin), dia jatuh kat dapur, kepala dia berdarah. Bila bawak ke hospital, doktor scan kepala dia kata takde apa2, boleh balik. Siapa lah doctor yang PANDAI sangat tu! Selepas 2 hari, dia mula meracau, tak ingat orang dan macam mamai aje. Aku dah ckp kat semua orang, suruh bawak Mak We ke hospital, pegi check semula. Dia dah tak makan, tanak makan ubat, for sure lah dia macam tu. Semua orang mcm bingung and kept saying "tadi petang/pagi dia ok". DEGIL. Makcik2 aku ni ingat diaorang ni doctor pakar agaknya!

Sampailah hari Ahad, bp dia terlalu rendah, dia terlalu lemah dan tak ingat orang. Malam tu lepas baca Yasin, Makcik Su (dia ni senior staff nurse) check and cakap better bawak dia ke hospital sebab dia makin lemah tapi jantung dia masih kuat. Buat apa mengadap aje, bukan boleh buat apa2. Tangan dia pun tak ada respon dan dah lebam2 -Makcik Su kata oksigen kurang di situ. Aku, Abah, Makcik Su, Pak Ngah Rosli dan Ustaz Ibrahim berjaya memujuk Ayah dan adik-beradiknya untuk bawak Mak We ke hospital. Aku memang conpius sangat kenapa Ayah lambat and takut buat keputusan waktu ni. Mungkin Ayah bingung/pressure sebab semua orang harapkan Ayah buat keputusan walaupun dia bukan anak sulung.

Ya Allah, sembuhkan dan kurangkan lah kesakitan Mak We. Kaulah yang Maha Mengasihani dan Maha Mengetahui. Kuatkan lah semangat dia dan keluarga kami. Amin, ya rabbal'alamin.

Al-Fatihah

Semalam, Arwah Pakcik Jantan aka Jebak telah selamat dikebumikan di Pengkalan Balak, Masjid Tanah selepas solat Asar. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Al-Fatihah.

Mother's Day Celebration

We had a mother's day celebration on 10th especially for Mak. Suprisingly, we could gather almost every keturunan Hj Mohd & Hjh Esah, cuma Balqees, Farhan & Ezzah could not make it. And suprisingly too, Umar ada..ngeh,ngeh;) Ok malas nak citer banyak, enjoy the pics!

Hj. Mat menunggu Permaisurinya datang...

Anak2 mengiringi Tuan Permaisuri..

Cake sponsored by Cik Ton. (siap ada tulis 'happy birthday' cik ton:)


Upacara memotong kek...tangkap leleh Mak mendengar ucapan wakil anak2nya-Angah Zai.


Acara menonton Akademi Fantasia dengan khusyuknya...

Sebahagian dari pengkritik2 utama-tak-rasmi AF, diketuai oleh Pn Dahlia;)

Terima kasih kepada tuan rumah-Datin Ainun with her delicious lontong; kole kacang, banana muffin and kuih bingka, home-made by Mak Edah; Cik Ton : who bought the cake-pandai pilih, Cik Nab with her marvelous 'tulang' soup; Achik, who cooked the mee goreng and ayam goreng; and Busu who bought the sate, and also who bought the ice without the drinks;) Last but not least, abah&mak say thank you to their only great-grand-daughter, Husna who gave presents for them=)

Beb..tade orang bawak kacang goreng kan?Ahaksss!!! Peace!

Ibu-Ayah dah balik...

Alhamdulillah..ibu-ayah selamat sampai di KLIA dari Cairo semalam. Mereka tiba dalam jam 9pm tapi kitaorg dapat jumpa 1.30 jam selepas itu. Aku sekeluarga beserta Cik Ton & Ahmad and 'supir' jemputan khas, Salimi (Cik Ton dah berkenan kat Salimi;), tunggu di sana. Terpaksa minta tolong Salimi sebab ibu ckp barang dia banyak. Heh, memang banyak...keta wira aku penuh depan-belakang;) Kami semua selamat tiba di Melaka tepat jam 1am.

masih menunggu pictures from Salimi, will update soon!

[Update: Here are pics. Enjoy!]

Selamat Pergi & Pulang Ibu-Ayah

Tadi petang, aku menghantar ibu & ayah ke tempat berkumpul - Masjid Bukit Baru. Abah, Acik sefamily, Cik Nab sefamily dah ada di sana. Tak lama lepas tu Busu pulak sampai. Aku tak sure pukul berapa ibu-ayah bergerak, sebab aku dah balik, masa tu dah 6.15pm, aku pun dah tak larat tunggu. Husna? Dia macam ala-ala sedih la. Ibu & ayah plak yang sedih nak tinggalkan cucu dia ni.

Seingat aku ini kali ke tiga, ibu-ayah mengerjakan Umrah, sekali buat Haji. Dulu diaorg pegi Jordon-Umrah, kali ini pula Cairo-Umrah. Beijing pun diaorg dah pegi. Bestkan. Mereka ikut rombongan travel paling glamer..hehe..Syarikat J&J Mesra Travel & Tours, milik Haji Jamlee.

Why I said so...haha. Tour ni la yang banyak bawak artis-artis pegi umrah dan jalan2 - Fazli Zainal, Jimmy, Faizal, Diddy dan lain-lain. Hj. Jamlee la yang keluar dalam Fail Sulit AF tu tu, yg kononnya 'digosipkan' dengan budak AF tinggi tu <dah tak ingat nama dia>. Ni gambar dia..comel kan:D

Akak sedih?? Idak la sangat, tapi....mana aku nak letak anak aku ni? Uwaaaa:((

Anyway, aku dah kirim doa kat ibu dan piramid=)

First Kenduri at My House

Semalam kenduri doa selamat ibu & ayah nak buat umrah, but we did it at my house. Penat sangat but happy. Papa siap pasang projector kat depan, tengok AF ramai2. Cool!

Thought can gathered the family, tapi ada jugak yg tade. takpelah. 2 things that I planned to do, were failed (tak sempat sebenarnya): a door gift for my guests and cuppies!:( maybe next time coz we're planning to make another house-warming party for my frens & neighbors.

Thanks to all. And for Adik-Nisa, remember this: Trust NOBODY when it comes to money!

p/s: Sorry, busy sgt sampai lupa amik gambar.

IMRAN : The Son of Ai & Is

Pasir Panjang, Port Dickson.

Salam Maulidur Rasul.

Selamat Pengantin Baru, Nurul!

Kali ini, giliran Mak E & Ayah Zul pula mendapat menantu. 3 hari kami 'berkampung' di Bandar Baru Sentul. Walaupun majlis tak dibuat di atas tanah, tapi terasa kemeriahannya. Seronok, sesekali semua berkumpul...sembang2, dpt cerita terbaru dan juga aktiviti menganyam ketupat!:)) Yelah, keluarga sebelah ayah besar, so memang kecoh and meriah. Abg Sepul & isterinya dari Sarawak pun dtg..heh, berani dia tak dtg, dia kawin, kami book 1 kapal(terbang) ke Sarawak;) Pakcik Jenal pun ada - DJ import dari Melaka.

Husna pun happy, ramai kawan2...ada Nina, Thuraiya, Widat, Idris, Pika & Kuna. Yang boys, diaorg main dgn boys la, Idris je, sbb dia kecik lagi.

Jumaat, majlis nikah - dibuat di Surau Flet Sri Perak. Cantik Nurul pakai tudung...lain sekali muka dia. Esoknya, kenduri dilangsungkan di Dewan Tun Hamdan Sheikh Tahir, Wisma Sejarah, KL.
Ramai jugak sedara dari Melaka yang sampai. Tapi yang paling menarik perhatian ialah kehadiran PakLong anak-beranak. Heh, ber-'drama swasta' la sekejap di dewan tu. PakLong adalah anak kedua merangkap anak sulung lelaki Makwe- dia telah sort of 'merajukkan diri' dari kami semua selama beberapa tahun. Aku pun dah tak ingat apa kes sebenarnya. Tak kisahlah...at least, diorg dpt cium tangan Makwe sebelum Makwe tutup mata.


Oh satu lagi, yang menjadi perhatian ialah pengapit Nurul, si sOOphia (tiru Mat jan, eja nama Sharifah Sofia ) - menjamu dadanya untuk tetamu semua! Alahai..suka hatilah heh, dah besar kan, boleh fikir panjang. Untuk adik2 ku di luar sana, bila sekolah tinggi 3-4 tingkat, janganlah jadi bodoh 5-6 tingkat, ok doh!

Boring jugak buat di dewan - (bagi kami yang bukan just dtg untuk makan la), tak buat apa2, sembang n makan je...Papa & Husna boleh tido lagi di kereta. Kami semua tunggu sampai 'selesai majlis' (translated : sampai semua org puas 'menyumbangkan' lagu), then balik Sentul. Aku, adik & Kak Mariam sempat tido. Lepas dinner, kami balik Puchong.

Anyway, Selamat Pengantin Baru to Nurul & Safri, semoga berkekalan ke akhir hayat!

p/s: ni sedikit gambar2 my glamour cousins;)

Journey to Jitra

We are now at Jitra, LIVE from Usrah Sai'dah Homestay & Spa. This banglo consists of 5 air-conditioned rooms, 3 bathrooms with water heater (dll) and paling cool...ada INTERNET:D
Selesa sungguh dan paling penting..BERSIH! (Lupa tanya Amir, berapa harga.)

After driving for 9 hours, we've safely arrived here. 1 van + 1 car are from Bt Pahat, 1 car from Putrajaya and 1 car (us) from Melaka. Rombongan ni ada lebih kurang 19 orang + 3 children. Tomorrow, early morning, we are heading to Bukit Kayu Hitam before going to Amir's house.

Nak siap2 and tido.

Ohh ye, Jitra dah ada Watsons!;)

Selamat Pengantin Baru, Fauzana!

Alhamdulillah, Nurul Fauzana (adik ipaq ku) selamat diijabkabulkan dgn Khairil Amir pada 8 Feb 2008. Kahwin jugak adik ku ni..heh, banyak cerita disebaliknya kan;)


Penat tak terkata, dgn Husna demam lagi, itu yg paling mencabar sebenarnya. Takpelah, Bt Pahat dah selesai, ke Jitra pulak kami lepas ni (16 Feb). Tu dia, nun jauh sana.....lepas ni ko kena belanja K Aine, kak!

Here a few pictures of the ceremony: (byk ada kat sini)


Husna & Tuk Kapi di masjid semasa upacara nikah - masa ni dia menunjukkan 'peel'nya..sabar je mama. Lari2 sini, lari2 sana. Confuse jugak, dia nak bergambar dgn atuknya:)






Mama and adik2 sempat bergambar dengan Pengantin sebelum Amir sampai. Perasan tak baju kitaorg sama? Heh..tudung aku je, tak dpt biru. Ohh Husna n Mcik pun pakai baju sama.

Ohh comelnya anak Mama atas pelamin...gambar ni Azyan ambil masa dah habis majlis. Husna main2 dengan Aimi - masa suruh dia duduk di kerusi tu, pandai pulak dia mintak bantal:))





Gambar ni pula, sebelah malam - upacara membuka hadiah...Husna pun excited..pandai dia koyak2 pembalut tu;)






Anyway, Ana & Amir semoga dilimpahi rahmat selalu. Amiiin. And thank you to my family yang sanggup dtg ke sini - Abah (handsem pakai bj batik), mak, ibu-ayah, adeq, cikton sefamily-paktam amad, auntie bell, auntie fisio, paksu paiz, and busu+uda sefamily.

Ohh, I met with my old-long-lost friend, Raudzah aka 'Che Oat' (tak ingat la dia eja nick dia camna), who was the photographer for Ana. Really great to meet you again!

Ohh satu lagi - Tahniah Ai, selamat melahirkan baby boy. Happy 'sleepless' nite, dear!;)

Al-Fatihah

Al-Fatihah kepada Arwayarhamah Mak Long Miah yang telah kembali ke rahmatullah pada 28 Jan 2008 pada jam 07: 30+ mlm, waktu maghrib. Hari ini, arwayarhamah selamat dikebumikan di Perkuburan Baru, Bukit Durian, 10.30 am.

Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat, aminnn!

Aiiman Version 2

Alhamdulillah, yesterday Uda safely delivered a 3.41kg,-baby boy by ceaserian at Pantai. Both are healthy. It was 'ceaserian birth by request' actually. Maybe she could not stand the pain of carrying the big baby and her body anymore. This was her second time of 'ceaserian by request'. The first one was Ejeen's-her 4th child, coz she wanted the birthdate - 5th May, same as Ezzah's (eldest daughter). Anyway, the baby is already 38 weeks of pregnancy..so he was ready to be removed from the womb.

I havent seen the baby yet but Busu said, he looks like Aiiman (aka Baby). Hahaha..abislah, baby version 2 dah keluar;)

Me - second child? No,no,no...Now, it is NOT our finest moment...huhuhu.
Ya Allah, ko yang Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Memahami...Aminnn!