ABC song version Husna=)

Selamat ke Rahmatullah

Semalam, 10 July jam 3.10am, Mak We menghembuskan nafas terakhirnya di rumah kediamannya-just like what she always wanted. Ayah, Ibu Jah dan Mak Chu menemaninya ketika saat-saat akhir. Aku dan lain2 tiada rezeki menemankannya ketika itu. Muaz, Ayah Su Shafiq dan Nadirah mungkin lagi sedih kerana tidak sempat menatap wajah tenang Mak We. Apabila mereka sampai, Mak We sudah pun dikebumikan.


According to Ayah & Ibu Jah, she went peacefully and easily. Her face just like before she got her stroke. I am glad she left not because of having heart attack or seizure as she had a few times while she was in the hospital before. I guessed she left because it's time to go.

That evening, I spent 2 hours with her while we were waiting for the doctors to prepare the discharge documents. I asked her to open her eyes, she just moved my fingers. But when I said, "Mak We, kita nak balik ni", she opened her eyes and looked at me. I smiled and nodded to her. Then she closed back her eyes. Later came the staf nurse and talked to her. The nurse said she was in semi-concious but she could hear us. She apologized on behalf of Ward 3 and asked her to remember Allah. But when she said "Makcik nak balik ye", again Mak We opened her eyes and I could see she was trying with all her last strength to say "Nak balik" and I could hear it! Oh, she really wanted to go home badly.

Mak We, I'm going to miss you badly. I love you and always will. Now I know why we call them grandparents, because they give us Grand-Love. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atasnya dan menempatkan dia di kalangan orang2 yang beriman. Amin. Al-Fatihah.

Doakan dia...

Mak We berada di hospital sejak Ahad lepas. Ada darah beku dalam kepala dia selepas buat CT-Scan. Selepas 3 hari, baru dia sedar. Alhamdullilah progress dia baik walaupun tak 100%. Berbanding di rumah haritu, she is getting ok slowly. Aku seperti dapat rasa Mak We kuat lagi, belum nak mati. She is really a fighter. Tapi aku kesal sangat, anak-anaknya dah sign surat perlepasan untuk tidak menerima alat bantuan hidup sekiranya tiba-tiba dia coma. Dan mereka tak setuju, untuk membedah keluarkan darah beku tu. Aku dah bising kat Ayah, tapi ayah kata "semua taknak, ayah nak buat macamana, Mak We dah tua". :-<

Kelmarin, Mak We aktif sedikit. Dia cakap dia nak balik and dia lapar, suruh masak bubur;) Dia nampak Husna dan dia senyum. Masa ni, aku ambil kesempatan cakap kat dia "Suriani sayang Mak We tau, Mak We kuat kan, baik cepat ye". Dia kenal orang-orang yang datang melawat dia. Mak S'wak, jaga dia waktu siang selepas Mak E and Mak Chu balik. Malam, Adik jaga (kudos to Adik). Cik Syam, Cik Nor and Ayah, sentiasa ada.

Semalam, dia pasif. Orang datang dia buka mata sekejap je. Husna dah berani skit, dia lambai Mak We dan ckp "Awe, cepat balik, jom jom". Pandai anak mama:)

2 minggu lepas (Isnin), dia jatuh kat dapur, kepala dia berdarah. Bila bawak ke hospital, doktor scan kepala dia kata takde apa2, boleh balik. Siapa lah doctor yang PANDAI sangat tu! Selepas 2 hari, dia mula meracau, tak ingat orang dan macam mamai aje. Aku dah ckp kat semua orang, suruh bawak Mak We ke hospital, pegi check semula. Dia dah tak makan, tanak makan ubat, for sure lah dia macam tu. Semua orang mcm bingung and kept saying "tadi petang/pagi dia ok". DEGIL. Makcik2 aku ni ingat diaorang ni doctor pakar agaknya!

Sampailah hari Ahad, bp dia terlalu rendah, dia terlalu lemah dan tak ingat orang. Malam tu lepas baca Yasin, Makcik Su (dia ni senior staff nurse) check and cakap better bawak dia ke hospital sebab dia makin lemah tapi jantung dia masih kuat. Buat apa mengadap aje, bukan boleh buat apa2. Tangan dia pun tak ada respon dan dah lebam2 -Makcik Su kata oksigen kurang di situ. Aku, Abah, Makcik Su, Pak Ngah Rosli dan Ustaz Ibrahim berjaya memujuk Ayah dan adik-beradiknya untuk bawak Mak We ke hospital. Aku memang conpius sangat kenapa Ayah lambat and takut buat keputusan waktu ni. Mungkin Ayah bingung/pressure sebab semua orang harapkan Ayah buat keputusan walaupun dia bukan anak sulung.

Ya Allah, sembuhkan dan kurangkan lah kesakitan Mak We. Kaulah yang Maha Mengasihani dan Maha Mengetahui. Kuatkan lah semangat dia dan keluarga kami. Amin, ya rabbal'alamin.

Husna @ the Zoo

We went to Zoo Melaka last Sunday (15/6). Kat sini ada train, tp sampai pukul 6pm sahaja. Di sebabkan lambat, kami kena berjalan and ada 1 jam aje nak abis kan semua tpt. Kami sampai Zoo tutup pukul 7pm then sambung pukul 8pm untuk 'night zoo' pulak. Next time lah, bawak Husna pegi 'Night Zoo'.

Not Ordinary Team

I am proud to sing this....

We are the champions - my friends
And we'll keep on fighting - till the end
We are the champions
We are the champions
No time for losers

cause we are the champions - of the world

K-Eli and the gang organized a workshop called 'Self-Realization Week' (9-13 June) for CDP staff. There were only 6 communitee members but the programme ran so well. Congrats! As for me, even it was pretty tiring and painful (yup, aku kena telan 2 biji panadol extend), esp for the person who have not exercise for quite a long time - aku le tu, however it was really fun and enjoyable.

The most important thing is - I'm so happy because my team won the first place..unexpected because other teams were SO competitive esp Team Golden Bullets (heh, nama team tak hengatkan;). I would like to thank to my team for their cooperation & spirit: Asma, Rozek, Hafifi, Sun and Nithiya - you guys were simply 'not ordinary' people!

I'm still waiting for the pictures + video of the activities, will upload soon!

~miss my ex-colleagues merangkap bes frens aku : Ai, Fiza & Ina - wishing you were here:(

Papa's 30th Birthday

Today is my sayang's birthday, unfortunately he is not around - he's organizing a training at UTHM. I'm still thinking what kind of cake or present should I give him.

Maybe like this one...? OR should I bake a simple cake (which is i DO NOT know how to;) and write some PHP code -something like this??
Heh, two words for me : BORING and IMPOSSIBLE!

Arrgghh...I wish I could order these cupcakes from Ty for him!=)
[wei budak2 bawah 25 tahun tak boleh tengok ni!]

Mama At Work

I'm back to office officially. Husna cried when I left her at Ibu's. Too many works and too little time to settle everything. First news is I have to move out from my 'cool-and-strategic' office to 'bigger-but-isolated' room. Just that day, I read wanie's - about her 'packing-unpacking' job, apparently aku pulak kena, beb!